Climbing. By Cesar Reyes

Everyday i open my eyes

I convince myself its a new start

But with each passing day , I grow tired of

always starting at the beginning

I soon see that milestones are only a fraction

of the growing mountain, to conquer lifes battles

Always climbing and never being able to say im done

You have to always climb, because the moment you dont

is the moment you fall

My Chick friend. By Cesar Reyes

I want to tell my chick friend
 That ill always be with you until the end
That I give to you my heart and my soul
 And that making you happy is my life’s only goal
I promise to be your tissue to wipe all your tears
I promise to be your sword to destroy all your fears
I want to be the shoulder you lean on when you feel weak
I want to be the ear you confide in with all the secrets you keep
Drink coffee together at sunrise, and a beer at the sunset
Anything’s possible with us , we could jump in the ocean and not come out wet
We have the ability to some how just get lost in time
I don’t know how I found you, but I thank god your mine
I don’t care what happened at the beginning, but I fear someday our friendship could end
These are just a few things
I want to tell my chick friend

In the mirror. By Cesar Reyes

You are the one I respect
You are the one I admire
I can read your soul
I am fueled by your fire

It’s a shame I admire you
For your inability to feel pain
Its like your oblivious to the world
You have ice in your veins

I know what you are capable of
And where your weaknesses lie
I lived through your nightmares
But don’t have the strength to see you cry

So much you will never know
For you at night I prey to Christ
If you only knew my adulation for you
And how much I’ve sacrificed

Performing Artist. By Cesar Reyes

 
I sit in this coffee shop with real artists, poets and musicians
Most of them breath and dream creations from here to infinity
Next to them I have no vision , I have no ability
There art is bold and controversial
My creations seem generic and commercial
Half of them look like tweekers and escaped cons
I was confident when I came up here
But now all that is gone
I’m too responsible to be a poet
My heart is too soft, my strength just isn’t enough
Life’s been too easy on me,
I haven’t suffered or had it rough
I Cant be a musician Cuz I have no rhythmic flow
I got have good ideas
But they have no nowhere to go
I've never found out if I had artistic expression
Im not an artist , but art is still my obsession
Art is like a drug, to create it is to take a hit or make an injection
It all echoes with out timelines, you cant make a projection 
Art is vague but it is delivered with precision
But at the end , it gives enough clarity to help guide decisions

I don't know anymore. By Cesar Reyes

I Don't Know Anymore

I see you in front of me
But it like your a million miles away
I hear you
But it's like I'm listening to my past
I'm trying to talk to you
But I don't get the feeling my words are resonating
I know who u are
But I get this feeling like I'm talking to a stranger
I know I still care about you
But I have to remember why
I could rip a picture of you and me apart
But when I try to put it back together, it doesn't seem the same

I met you.By Cesar Reyes

I met you

12 billion years ago the universe the universe exploded into stardust
And 12 billion years later I met you
There is 27 thousand students at this college
But out of 27 thousand I met you
People will normally see 800 to 900 people a day
But out of those 800 to 900 i met you
The human mind can produce 70,000 thoughts per day
But out of those 70,000 the most beautiful one I have is the one of you
The brain can hold up to 3 million hours of information
But out of all those 3 million hours, I only care about the moment when i met you