When a friendship dies. By Cesar Reyes

A friendship dies
When it is cut up with lies
The bond is shattered
When promises are broken , explanations do not matter
The trust is strong
But can disintegrate like a cloud when it is wronged
It’s a unique kind of pain
You can feel the betrayal inside of your veins
To give your trust to someone and ask for silence in return
Instead they release it so fast , you would think it was causing them to burn
Poems and songs are written about love , about the pain and sadness it can bring
But what can be spoken of friendship, does it not count for anything?
It brings and provides a certain reliability
If you have a good friendship, I believe your soul has a special nobility
In contrast, if you should have a friendship die
Well I honestly believe your soul can go ice cold and even cry

Grieving. By Cesar Reyes

Life is a lonely fucken road
Everyone has to carry something in life and
 I guess pain was chosen to be my given load
 
I never for saw obstacles like this as a kid
I didn’t think I would have to accomplish things on my own to the extent that I did


I often hope god comes down and tells me the meaning of all existence
 And where I fit into his divine plan
Because so far as I’ve seen things I am not a big fan

I want to no what’s worse, to have the world end or to have to bury your loved ones one by one as they are slowly taken by time

 I want to understand why when you lose your pride,
 and have to beg on the corner for food, people have the nerve to call it a crime

 I usually am able to deal with this shit calmly , but like everyone I have my days
 Life can get the better of some people , but I have my own ways

I think life is a stone that is cast and ocean is vast
Cold bears and warm tears temporarily help you reminisce on the past

 I often feel that my life is a lie ,
and that those closest to me im always deceiving
Its just that they don’t know , that behind each smile im constantly grieving

If. By Cesar Reyes

If I disappear tomorrow

If you just forget my name

If you should find a better poet

Just know right now that because of you my life will never be the same

If I become a memory

If that memory of me should fade

If you just grow tired of me

Just know right now that in my life there was a special roll you played

If our destiny’s keep us together

If they decide to take us in separate ways

If you never really liked my poems

Just know right know that I will never forget you for the rest of my living days

If us meeting each other was a coincidence

If it was written in the stars

If you should find my poems 50 years from now


Just know right know that there is no “I”, in the memories we call ours

Crazy Silence. By Cesar Reyes

Extensive silence
Enclosed all around
Leaving me mindless
And insanity bound

I just wanted to be left alone
But I took it too far
Not even a ring on my phone
My life's one step past bizarre

Lost with so many choices
I can't even sit still
My thoughts sound like whispering voices
Life's been broken down as just time to kill

Maybe none of this is real
And we're all part of a dream
Maybe this isn't truly how I feel
And nothing is as it seems