In Between . By Cesar Reyes

I smile too often to be depressed

I frown too much to say I'm happy

I've hurt too many people to say Im weak

I've given up so many times I cant say i'm strong

Im too paranoid to trust anybody

When I do trust people, I get betrayed

I'm too young to understand

Im too old to feel scared

Im too smart to be a drug addict

Im too stupid to recognize my own worth

I have too much to say I'm poor

I don't have enough to keep me going

I feel too much pain to say I'm dead

I feel too empty to say I'm alive

I don't have enough reason to keep on believing

But I have too much faith in my heart to ever stop